So ready!

So I have been feeling super anxious with this upcoming birth of our second baby. I am scared, yeah, really scared. Is that normal? My husband is away for work for the next two weeks only coming home on the weekends and he just informed he could be away all month. That scares me even more. I think the reason why I am feeling this way is because I will be home alone and what if my water breaks in the middle of the night and I cannot get a hold of anyone to help me. I know I worry to much. Even with all of these worries, I am really excited for this pregnancy to be over, but even better is meeting this sweet little baby! I cannot wait for that part. The pushing and pain, not so much. If anyone would like to offer me some soothing advice I would love it. I really hope I do not have to push for 5 hours like I did with Sophie.